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[lightconductor]

If you have a message for me, Dr. John Watson, please leave it here. I shall certainly get back to you as soon as I can.
- JW

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[opheliac]

yea. a lot of stuffs been going w/ me so i thought maybe i should focus on myself for a while? thats a good step of clearing ur head rite?


how about u? have u been doing ok?

[lightconductor]

Important to take care of yourself first, sometimes.

I'm as well as can be expected.
Surviving where I can. Anything in particular you wish to speak of? JW

[opheliac]

that's great. good to know u havent kicked the bucket yet or no one decided to sneak attack u so far.

well... maybe. my big sis is here on the ship now. but our relationship is very complicated. idk how i feel about it.

im happy but also not happy.

[lightconductor]

Family can be complicated. I had a brother. I think I would feel the same way, if he were here. Sometimes we do not always like the people we love. JW

[opheliac]

i love my big sis a lot. but i dont think she loves me anymore. i grew up and changed. and i dont think she likes who i became now.

[lightconductor]

I am sorry. Perhaps she only needs to adjust. Has it been a long time since you saw her? JW

[opheliac]

yes and no?? our parents died in a war when we were lil. then someone took us in. but then smth else big happened and he died too w/ my adopted brothers.

then she left me. i was alone then (...) my new dad took me in. i hadnt seen her in years. i thought maybe she died or smth. until i heard from words on the street and ppl that she was alive and was looking for me.

when i found her, she told me she was arrested that whole time.

(there's a lot more to the story but to save confusion, she'll just leave it at that for now.)

[lightconductor]

I'm sorry, Miss Jinx. I suspect neither of you are who the other remembers now. You may be able to heal your relationship, but it will take time. JW

[opheliac]

def not. she still treats me like im a lil kid. but idk maybe. we're just so diff now.

and its weird. im happy she is here b/c i missed her so much. but im also so angry at her and want nothing to do w/ her too.

[lightconductor]

Loving someone does not mean never being angry with them. JW

[opheliac]

ig thats true. i decided to make a temp truce w/ her while we're here together. so maybe itll be ok???

[lightconductor]

That sounds like a good start. It may be what you need to rebuild your relationship.

What is your sister's name, by the way? In case I meet her. JW

[opheliac]

vi. cant rly miss her. shes a lil taller than me and has short pink hair. has a "vi" tattood on her cheek, nose ring, ear piercings and tattoo on her neck.